The tragic scene flashed in his mind clearly. “How is my death will
be?” His mind can’t answer it. The killer questions flew away with the wind
after his phone’s ringing Inconsolable song from Backstreet Boys. Jane, his
baby appear on the screen. “Baby, Are you free tonight? Let’s hang out!” said
her with softing voice. The soft voice that always makes him lose to Jane.
“I’ll take you out in 15 minutes later”, said him with a kiss as a closed of
their conversations. Simple and short. He came home almost 3 a.m. He went to
the pub, danced and enjoyed his youth with glasses of wine. His night was like a
paradise for him. He bumped his body on the sofa in the living room. Just a
silence then. Then…..
He saw peoples gathering at a house. The house looked very
familiar. Walk closely. Step in the house. The house are in a sad
condition. Most of them are crying. Hugging each other and keep crying. He
knows them very well. His relatives, family and his friends. Including his
baby, Jane. No make up on her face. Just a swelled eyes with crying. His mother
looked paled. Blurness. He is wondered what was happened actually. Try to
grabbed his mom but it going through. Confused. He tried again and again. But, still
no response. What am I? Am I a ghost? He shouted out loud as he can. Nobody
responsed. Nobody noticed him. He’s an invisible. Invisible.
He is walking to a room that peoples gathered. Recitation of Surah Yassin
getting louder as he stepped in the room. Smelled something weird like corpse odour. Inside it was a wood coffin. Walking one
step at a time. Sweating on a palm and feeling nervous. It’s me! The corpse is
me! Shocked. Stood still. I’m dead? No way! Impossible! He cried as much as he
can. He woke up. Touched his body. Looking around. He is still in his house.
Still on a sofa. In a darken night. “I’m alive. It was just a dream.” he
sighed. A tear running down his cheek. A creepy scened flashed in his mind. An
expensive and unexpected word abruptly come out from his mouth. Allah! He’s walking to the
toilet and performed ablutions. Wipe his runny nose sometimes. Performing solah
tahajud and solah Taubat. He sinked in the repentace to His creature. The Only
and Truly One God, A L L A H. “Oh Allah, The Most Forgiveness. Here I come. I return to you. I’m a sinner.
I’m a dirty slave. Please forgive me. I’m careless. I’ve done wrong doings all
this while. Please forgive me. Accept me, Oh Allah! Please take my soul in
husnul khotimah. I’m begging you. Thanks for reminding me……” Only him and Allah. Just two of them. Seek
and beg for Allah’s forgiveness. Taubatan Nasuha. After an hour, he died on the right time. In husnul khotimah. Allah accepted his repents. He answered Amran's begging.
D E A T H
IT HAPPEN ANYWHERE, ANYTIME but ON TIME.
YOUR LIFE IS MIRROR OF YOUR DEATH.
WHETHER IN HUSNUL KHOTIMAH or SUUL KHOTIMAH.
ALLAH SWT SAYS:
كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِۗ وَإِنَّمَا تُوَفَّوۡنَ أُجُورَڪُمۡ يَوۡمَ ٱلۡقِيَـٰمَةِۖ فَمَن زُحۡزِحَ عَنِ ٱلنَّارِ وَأُدۡخِلَ ٱلۡجَنَّةَ فَقَدۡ فَازَۗ وَمَا ٱلۡحَيَوٰةُ ٱلدُّنۡيَآ إِلَّا مَتَـٰعُ ٱلۡغُرُورِ (١٨٥)
Every soul will taste of death. And ye will be paid on the Day of Resurrection only that which ye have fairly earned. Whoso is removed from the Fire and is made to enter paradise, he indeed is triumphant. The life of this world is but comfort of illusion.
Surah Ali- Imran : (185)
Surah Ali- Imran : (185)